If I were to think of the difference of serve and servant would think of a servant as someone who serves a lot but still choose who and what to serve. Not that a servant is not in control. I personally think sometimes I can be somewhat of a control freak. I have been working on it sometimes, and it has been hard for me to give control to God sometimes. I just think it means I need to trust him more. He is the Almighty I don't know why but sometimes I think that my problems bother him. Like I ask too much. I need prayer that I get more chances to trust him. Once again this is hard for me to open up, but I feel much better for letting this out.
Sorry I went on a tangent.
Well I have trusted Him with things that I tried to fix myself, but nothing worked. Like when my friend started to think, and one day I just gave it to God. The problem was causing me a lot of stress, and when I trusted Him it was like He said "Don't worry I'll fix this."
To become a servant it takes trust. For me it feels like a lot of trust. I just need to let go and trust Him, but for me it is easier said than done. I don't have a reason not to trust God.
So if I can have prayer that I have something that I really need to trust Him with. (Sounds like I want a storm, which freaks me out, but I need it.) So if you can pray for a storm for me to trust Him that would me great.
In His love,
Michael
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