These past few weeks have been hard for in obedience. I actually have been feeling like a lost sheep that has lost his way. I have felt this way before actually the last time for a period of months. I just know I haven't been submitting, and trying to do it on my own. I feel I have God for certain things, but really try to live life on my own.
One of the things I lose sight of is submission, and truly surrendering. Not being fully obedient even though I know I should be. For me it is just crazy to think about us being sheep and him being the Shepard that always takes us back, and I just can't help of think of the song "How He Loves Us".
I am currently trying to convert my semi-surrender in an actual life-style change. I'm treying to think of a way to start. I guess where I can start is self-denial I am not mine ( I think I am mine), but i'm actually His. He has ransomed me for a life of being a slave to sin.
I'm just going to say I do need prayer for this.
Michael T.
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